It always turns out this way

The longest I've stayed anywhere in the last 10 years is just nearly 3 years. This is by the state, mind you. This is the first time I haven't moved to a new apartment or a new town when the year lease was up. It never occurred to me before, that we never stay in one place very long. It just happened and I dealt with it. The last 10 years have been a cycle of me settling in and packing up, leaving behind everything that I have come to know and love. I don't want to do this anymore, I'm sick of it, but what am I supposed to do? I just want a place I can call home and mean it. It keeps coming up and I keep trying to talk around it but it won't change a thing. Please let it be different this time. Please let something happen. Please please please.