And we should save ourselves

What a day. What a fucking day.

MT is off my hands now, more or less. I'm still a mod at present - we'll see how that goes. After some of the things I said today, I'm surprised no one is screaming for my head. Ah, but it felt good to say, and I meant every word.

What is it about certain people that makes me get stupid when I'm around them? Jon does it to a certain extent. Luke... when I get around Luke, it's on. I turn into a fool, but I have so much fun... I fear that the more time I spend with people, the more I convince them that I am completely and utterly incapable of behaving like a rational adult. I can have fun with Kris, but I can manage just fine if I need too.

On a completely disgusting note, my 8th grade science teacher died. They first called it a suicide, but then the autopsy (along with whatever else) revealed that he was into strangulation while he had special time... what made it so bad was that I heard it from my mom and my sister.

Oh, the other morning I tried to wash my hands with toothpaste. I'm so great.