One last hoorah...

and it's not going to be a very big one, really. I join the working world again as of 9:30 tomorrow morning. We're still going to be ironing out my schedule for the rest of the month (See "I am beyond irritated right now" for details.) The library has yet to call, but they waited two weeks to call just about the interview. I have not given up hope. I'm still a little weirded out about the drastic change in my life and scheduling. I suppose if you've never been in my shoes, it wouldn't make sense, but I've more or less been at home with my son since he was born, outside of the occasional stint of part-time work. My home has become my haven, and I feel safe here. I don't want to leave. On the other hand, I know that I'm isolated here, that I don't often venture out of the house past my mailbox, and that I have supplemented real-life friendship and socialization with online chatting and the like. It's fun in moderation, but in everyday practice it's detrimental to leading a normal life...at least in my opinion. The computer has become the fourth person in my house, and it's the one I spend the most time with, which by my thinking isn't right. So, big life changes coming ahead. I want to use this point as a stepping stone to change lots of things in my world that I'm not happy about. Hmm... I think I'm just gonna put an end that that line of thought right now. I've got to clean the house today, in what will mostly be a useless gesture, considering that over the weekend while I am not here, my husband and son will demolish the house and then pretend that it's clean when I come home. Oh boy...I love that part, the one where instead of relaxing after a day on my feet, I spend an hour cleaning. Really.