OMG I can write crappy poetry!

What can I say? Glutton for punishment. I doubt this counts as an actual poem.

this is my pain
my shame
my shadow that i try to hide
i ran as far as i could
put what felt like years
between it and myself
but the second i stopped running
i turned around
and it was still there

how long can i hide it
how long until everyone
can see
right
through
me
holding my secret up to the light

i'm sinking further every day
every minute
my resolve is in ruins
and while i hate my failure
god it feels good.