I have things to do...

and I am avoiding each and every one. pay the bills, clean the house, do anything but sit around with nose in book that I am skimming through anyway...i would rather just go to bed and wake up ready to face the world in the morning. Not that I'm stuck in the middle of a horrible day, but it's just one of those days where everything seems too much to do. Please tell me someone else has the days. I should get started on these things, I know once I do that I will get right into the swing of things and get it all accomplished, but despite this knowledge I still cannot bring myself to begin.

Gah.

I am not smoking (still wearing patch - okay, honestly failed with not smoking yesterday and this morning. But no smoking today!), and I am drinking Slim Fast (With Soy Protein!) in the lovely creamy mildly revolting flavor of Apple Cranberry Raspberry in an effort to not become a raging fatass and I have found a playmate for Brodie. God, I need a change in my life. I know this is change, but I want different change. One that's not so changey.