Had a lovely dream...

last night. An ex-boyfriend popped up (one I don't hate, probably because I was the bastard of -that- particular relationship.) in there and it was fine, but i can't reason what he showed up for after all this time...but that's not was has me pleased about my dream. I totally humiliated someone I loathe with every fiber of my being. This girl wandered into the room we were all chatting in (We were all hanging about talking, you see) with someone else and was trying to be included...I wanted to beat her up, but she's underage, so i settled for basically shoving her face into the floor and telling her what a stupid little #**@! she was, and so on and so forth.

Now, this may seem weird...it kind of does to me too, i guess. But I disgraced her utterly, and in dreams that doesn't often happen for me - I guess my insecurities are there even when I sleep - so it was a nice change of events. Does this mean I have had some kind of breakthrough? That I can shed the notion of being inferior and move on to a new stage in my life? Or was this just a fluke?

Perhaps this is a bit too much for the blog...