Consider my ass rocked.
got my cd's today. (bmg...they had a sale. yes, i am that girl.) ministry. ~sighs~ oh god...listening to that takes me straight back to 15. almost 10 years ago ~cringes~ and i don't want to think about that. anyway. it was what all of us listened to, along with nin and nirvana. can you imagine? well, considering your age group, i guess you might not be able to. i look back, and i compare then to now, and all i can think is how sad it must be for kids coming of age right now. is this what our parents did? did they look down on our angst and adolescent rage and cluck their tounges, thinking back on woodstock and how they had a purpose for their discontent? will i be the same way in 12 years when brodie is a teenager? i have a better understanding of things now, the generational gaps, the way these things go. i'm gonna be 25 in july. in november, my husband will be ~whispers~ thirty. i feel much older than i am, but i'll take feeling older over actually being older, thank you very much. mind you, on one hand it's appealing, growing older, but not so very. i won't even try to explain. when you're where i am, you'll get it. all of it. ~coughs up a few moths and what have you~ tricky's "excess" is a good song. go get it. oh, and ministry still rocks my ass. i'm gonna go pick a cemetary plot now, just to be prepared.


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