Terminal Optimism

updating...such a chore.

i had thoughts that i wanted to put here...mostly about me, and realizing that the reason i have all these bad memories of the past is that there was always something hanging over my head...but i'm not doing that. bah, i say. to hell with that depressing crap. i'm embracing what joy i have.
going home for easter weekend, to be spoiled by my mother. is there anything better than being babied? because i tell you what, my mom babies me. oh, i love it. ~grins~ my friend matt promised me some homemade pasta and white russians too. for one night, i can let my hair down, so to speak. i was just talking to my husband about this - i've known matt as long as i've known anybody. all my life, nearly. to look at us now, we're so diametricly opposed. the last time i went home, we met for coffee before i was due to leave, and we started talking about a car. he's extolling the virtues of safety, the frame, the engine...and i said i thought it was pretty. that illustrates our differences perfectly, and yet, we remain such friends. it's funny...so i'll remark here about my drunken tomfoolery when i return.
rp...~sighs~ i haven't for such a while, it seems...and i know it's been less than a week. i feel like once i step foot (figuratively) inside MT, i become so caustic. maybe i'm jaded, too self-important. there are too many people i don't deign to waste my time IC with. am i too big for my britches? these and many more questions to be answered later...and now, the whores! or tests, rather. (if you watch kids in the hall, you might get that.)

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