i don't know what you thought you were doing. i don't know what to believe anymore. all i know is that i'm hurt. far more than i would have thought i could be...and then on the other hand, i just want to laugh it off and forget about it. you know that sick feeling of dread that you get in the pit of your stomach? okay, now you know how after that you feel really tired and your hands tingle? that's where i'm at now...