~yawns and sips her coffee~ as expected, here comes the mortification...well, not so much mortification. more of a "i wish i hadn't typed that just so people wouldn't have seen it." that, and god do i NOT want to be the girl who screams for attention - you know, the ones who come into a chat and say (~smiles weakly, a tear running down her cheek~). i hate that shit, if you're feeling bad and you need a shoulder to cry on come right out and say it! don't hint around with that inane posting...but i digress. this is just another situation where i am too honest. much too frank about my feelings, which have lately been too swingy. as for the cause, i'm not sure. i'd say that it's probably the result of me never leaving the house now that i'm taking time off of work, and the fact that i'm alone from morning till night because of my husband working insane hours, which is the reason i'm not at work. so, there's my bitching and moaning, i'm done. fuck it...if i start to feel any worse i'll take one of kris's valium.